hello people, i'm getting so lazy to even online nowadays. heh.
my daily routine is like
go sch
go home sleep
watch tv
sleep again. LOL

joke. zzz. i'm very tired everyday.
having heavier eyebags and eating lesser.
WHY?
i dont know because i dont have the mood to eat
and i'm feeling very tired.
i only word i want to convey is tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.
tired.



neglect me like some trash,
that insignificant,
even cockroaches deserve better.
communication seem something difficult for you.
expecting the minimum seem out of reach.
this is what you called,
efforts.

you're giving in the most
and i'm not giving in at all.
you're tired of all these
and i'm relishing every bits of it.

crap,
i dont understand how can someone change so much within some days.
i should have expected the worst.
i'm not strong.
sleepppppp